Well, today was a day that I would easily trade in for a new one. You know those days don't you? Like the day when you hear news that one of your coworkers that you have worked with for 16 years got hit by a van while he was on his motorcycle driving home from work. And if that wasn't bad enough...try having his son be the one to tell you this news....and to top it all off...have him tell you all this while he is at the scene of the accident while his dads body lays motionless in the middle of the road and the police wont let him near it because they are doing their investigation. UGHHHHH.
I would gladly trade this day in.
If you have ever had a loved one pass away tragically or unexpectedly....and you are told of the passing....I mean....there is just no other worst feeling in the world. None. You see...Its that first few seconds... I cant even begin to describe that feeling. Its beyond words. Because its like no other feeling you have ever felt. For me, having once felt that feeling....I now cry every time when I see or hear others getting that kind of news....it can be on TV even...and I still cry. It just breaks my heart and I immediately re-live it when I received the news of Timberly.
I know what my coworkers son is dealing with and I know what his wife is dealing with...and there is nothing anyone can do to take the pain away.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
OK...I just needed to vent and scream a bit. Thanks for listening.
2 comments:
I re-live my moments as well. Worst moments of my life.
I'm sorry about your friend. When I found out about Chels, I remember feeling like - like screaming or crying - unconciously thinking that if I mourned loud and hard enough, my body would detach from my mind. As if I could release all of the pain and sorrow through it.
Prayers to you, his family, and all who knew and loved him.
Hey cuz. I'm so sorry. I know the pain can be unbearable. I know your heart is heavy. I will keep you, the family in my prayers. I know your heart is heavy.
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